A New Day Dawning

As the sunrises outside
On this final day of the work week
Of this week of blistering heat
I am thankful for

My solar fueled home
My functioning and better maintained AC unit
The new air filter placed in it last week
The person who place it there on September 1st

The cooler mornings
The opportunity to see the rising sun more than once this week
The coaches who moved practices to the early morning hours to beat the heat
The women who met me for an early morning ride yesterday
The opportunity to ride again today after dawn

My God
Whose mercies are new each and every morning
Who set the sun in the sky during the birth of creation
Who set the very moment of this morning’s rising sun
Who chases the darkness away with His light
Who renews me each new day
Who prepares me for the next thing He calls me to

The colorful sunrise
The men and women fighting the current wildfire in the foothills
The cooler temperatures coming this weekend to ease that burden
The rain in the forecast to prayerfully help extinguish the fire
Though this fire scorches the earth where it burns and will leave a scar
Thankful that new life will arise out of it

My life
The men and women who fought to help me emerge from one of the darkest decades of my life
To see the new light dawning
To be reminded of God’s goodness and faithfulness
The joy each new morning can bring
The people who journeyed into and through this wilderness with me – you know who you are
My girls for the beautiful warriors they are and are becoming
My relationships – new and old – and the new life being breathed into them
My thoughts that are being renewed each day
My feelings in all their intensity, depth, height, sorrow, delight, and hope –
To feel them, for them to move through me, and to release them

My God
My Rock
My Redeemer
My hope for this new day and for each new day to come
He gave me this new song to sing
One I share with you today

Your Last First – Choosing New Life and Beauty

When is the last time you did something for the first time?

Today?

Yesterday?

Last week?

Ten years ago?

Thirty years ago?

After church today, I began reminiscing about the months I spent living overseas in Cairo, Egypt about thirty years ago. Many firsts I encountered in Egypt popped to mind as I recalled some of the unusual events.

Eating a juicy ripe mango

Experiencing an earthquake

Living on an island in a river

Daily marriage proposals including camels

Learning a new language

Handling foreign currency

Placing international phone calls

Snorkeling

Making flour tortillas from scratch

International banking

Buying groceries daily

Climbing in and through a pyramid

Haggling with merchants in a marketplace

Asking for pasta sauce and getting ketchup instead

Seeing guards with machetes on every street corner

Buying meat from a butcher

This reminiscing led to me to think about my more recent “firsts.” I share these firsts to reveal and foster my gratitude for the things God is doing in my life, to celebrate new adventures in the beautiful creation He provides, to reflect my yearning to never stop learning & growing, and to embrace the birthplaces of new hope, joy and love in my life.

A few of my more recent firsts, which in full disclosure, include a few done after a long hiatus…

Kayaking downstream in the American River

Off anti-depressants for the first time in nearly ten years

Shore Bluffs in Wilder Ranch State Park

Biking along the shore bluffs in Santa Cruz

Boogie boarding for the first time in nearly forty years

Overnight stays at Disneyland Hotel

Sunflower ride in the Dixon area with friends

Rode nearly 1300 miles and climbed 19K feet on my bike this year

Indian meal enjoyed after cooking it!

Cooking class at Yankee Hill Winery

Kayak backpacking trip coming up this weekend in Lake Tahoe

I admit it feels a bit silly at the age of 50-something to be recalling and celebrating firsts in my life but it reminds me that each new day brings with it newness. New opportunities to trust God. New opportunities to love, show mercy, and to serve others. New opportunities to try something and fail. To open doors and windows to bring joy, laughter, and love to this broken world – all without hopefully breaking anything else, especially if it’s not easily replaced or mended.

What’s something in your life that encourages you or others to choose love, new life, or to create beauty and to share it with others?